Thursday, October 28, 2010

Untitled sounds too lame.... Random is over used.... How about "Haphazardly".. yeah

So lately i've been having a hard time coming up with something to write about.... I dont know if i should write about how my week has gone, my excitement for thanksgiving break, my excitement for Halloween, or just life in general... Maybe i should do all of them... Yeah sounds good... Ok lets start....

My week so far has been.... AMAZING! My boyfriend has been here since Friday and is staying til Moday. I was so happy to see him I love him. We've been having movie nights, hiking, movie theaters, going into town and having alone time. I am having so much fun. I sit in clasee watching the clock and running outta class just to see him. His time visiting is coming to an end soon and i try not to think about it but i am going to miss him so much. Last weekend my family came, which was scary but i had fun and the weekend before that i went back home to see my boyfriend. So lately my friends have called me selfish since i've been seeing my loved ones alot. I cant wait for thanksgiving break.

Now, thanksgiving break is going to be problematic. My parents dont want me to be with my boyfriend so they dont want me staying at his house. But i love him and if they cant respect that then i am not going to see them. I love my parents too but i am afraid they are going to ruin my Thanksgiving. So i told them, i would spend half of Thanksgiving day with them, in the morning before they start drinking. When they drink that dont think and they say very very very VERY hurtful things to me. And then the rest of the day i plan to spend with my boyfriend and his family. I pray that my parents wont ruin it and kidnap me or hold me hostage.

Halloween is coming up and i have no costume!! I am very sad because i LOVE halloween but i am a broke college student and cant afford a costume. I knew what i wanted to be... A Merlotts Girl from True Blood but i think i am going to be my boyfriend and he is going to be me... Cheap Halloween. LOL... But i think we are going to a dance then trick or treating. Im excited...

So life..... I dont know what to say about it. Mine life is great right now. I'm young, in college and in love... I love lilfe too... I couldnt ask for more. I feel blessed everyday... even though i have crazy parents and i am sometimes too lazy to go to class i still love it. Actually i do have something to ask for... I wish that i had more patience and wasnt so jealous. Those are the things i pray for to the god i dont really believe in. Life is hard sometimes and i am happy that mine is going smooth... for now....

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